So I am loving our new set up! Bailey asked to be laid off so we could get unemployment and keep our health insurance (The Union will still insure us if he is laid off) We are all home together, co-parenting. I have taken a small part time job just so we will have some extra cash. I love it!! We are now in a direction where we are talking/dreaming about the way we want our life to go....Our dream right now is moving to some beach and being bums in a bungalow!

Last night I was laying in bed: Bailey, Graysen, Me, and Maddox in that order. Listening to Bailey's CPAP machine, Graysen coughing, Maddox sucking and we were all sweating like pigs. I knew that all my hopes, wishes, and dreams have come true.... Everything my heart always wanted has come true.

Times they are a changing

Bailey is rethinking is career and where he wants to be...what he wants for his family. He works sometimes 7 days a week, is stressed out from work. We want to have more shared parenting and a simpler lifestyle. We want to have time for each other as a family. I am scared....I want these things too but Bailey is the only one that works so that scares me! But everything will be ok cause I have faith in my hubby! I love him!!!

Graysen and Maddox are growing and changing so much each day. I am truly blessed to be their mother. Even though I am worried and a bit stressed I would never change my life with anyone else's. And I am grateful to be me!!