My life has changed!

Graysen turned 3 and I have no idea who he is! He went to bed on the 7th my sweet, easy going loving guy and woke up this yelling at all times, must do everything himself no matter what bully! I pray every day while searching the internet for preschool boarding schools!
We found a possible reason to why Maddox is not talking. His pedi thinks he may have an ear/hearing issue and we have to go and have all these tests done. It is such a relief to finally have an idea why he isn't talking as much as other children his age.
We moved! It was bittersweet. Leaving the home were we had became a family, celebrated so much...But we will have new memories and new creations at our new house!
Bay is having a mini melt down and wants to get some sort of new job. He is getting burnt out and this Monday will be a nice mini vacation for him.
I am pushing my self out of this funk that I had been going through. I have been feeling depressed, missing my grandma, there is this tension inside me that I can feel building and building. Maybe it is the lack of sex???